Letter of Resignation

I'm leaving this forum. I might not agree with the views on a certian person but that isn't why I take my leave of you. I would have left even if i didn't know her. That is besides the point. It is one thing to talk to someone because you don't understand something. it is quite another when you talk behind their back. I give and demand respect. I don't give a flying fuck if you guys think I'm biased or anything. I'm not. I really don't want to leave but I don't want to be apart of something that's just about bashing someone. I don't get it. It makes little sense! So she banned people. So what? You guys have a new forum where no one has been banned!! So just move on. If that one moment in life is all you can talk about then I'm sorry you are alive. there really isn't anything crucial or important that you can get from talking negitively about a person. If you need to bitch and complain about something I can understand that, but talking about someone in a place that they can't defend themselves....I mean..really...that's pretty weak.

I've enjoyed roleplaying with you guys and everything but I really do not like what is going on here. Xero and I have had instances where we were almost at arms BUT WE TALKED ABOUT IT TO EACH OTHER! I respect him as a person enough to say what I needed to say to his face and Beaut as well. I hate loosing friends but I loathe being associated with people of low character. If ange was really as bad as you all claim ( i still take no side nor do I want part of the arguement) then wouldn't you be stooping down to her level as well????? That is what I don't understand.

It makes me wonder though. If you would turn so hastily on a person that you guys 'said' was your friend all those months ago, then what would happen to our friendship? Would you guys so hastily turn on me should I make a rash decision? I would love to say no but now i'm not so sure. Hell I could probably become the next bashing post if i so much as strayed too far from the group. That is one risk I will not take. I believe in respect and I have shown all of you as much ( I have failed at times but I do try). But I don't think that it is a two way street.

But anyway, I've taken the time to remove my characters. Those who want to have them still in the roleplay can take control of them..or kill them off. I won't be coming back

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nothing gold can stay
but the shadows will still continue

Lycan/Anthro Characters:

Character Sheet:
Name: Taiyu Senren
Age:19
Species: Lycan
Personality: Curious but approachable. Cautious is a word that defines him more accurately. He doesn't like to be used and thinks that lying is an unnessecary tool of the trade. He wants to be something but his antisocial behavior and the fact that he lacks trust makes it difficult. Doesn't fight often but prefers spying to hand to hand combat.Taiyu despite this is talkitive, even if it's to himself. It is to keep his mind reverting to madness.
Bio/History: Taiyu grew up as his father's son. His father was known as one of the elite fighters of the pack and it was Taiyu's dream and duty to take his father's position one day. So he trained hard with his father as his instructor. Discipline was easily learned and attained but the factor remained the same. He was not as ruthless as his father. When unarming his opponent, he would take them prisoner instead of anhiliation.When it was the pride of the warrior to bring back the dead, Taiyu had nothing to show. It was mercy that was his downfall and thus tainted his father's reputation. It shamed his father and his pack. Taiyu fought for the respect now but it wasn't the same. He was denoted into a hunter to provide only food and that was second to lowest postion. During a hunt when Taiyu was away, the pack was attacked by Vampires. When he returned he found the grotestic aftermath of the battle and there was his father's body. Taiyu is now the last Senren of the Lanrenthin Pack and because of this knowledge, it turns him into the cautious and skeptical creature he now is.
Appearance


Name: Tevye Rivez
Age: 19
Resident or staff: Staff
Appearance:
Species: Bastet (werecat)
Bio: Life before the Farm is difficult to remember. He can vaguely recall a family but they turn to blurry images as he tries to recall him. Sometimes they don't even seem real. He can remember calling someone mother..was there a father? Tevye came to the Farm at a young age. Not on purpose but through aimless and dazed wandering. Trauma had occured and the shock of it blocked it from his mind. The oldest memory he has of a family is their sovenir shop on the mountain trail and it is also beginning to fade. Recalling the memory was difficult and this is where the gap begins. All he can now recall is that he is one of the overseers or rather janitors of this place. He's been working in the " Farm " for at least three years. Perhaps more...
Profession: He's pretty much been working on R & R Farms since he could remember. Having lost his memory, the last thing he can remember is his job. So if you were to ask him, he'd give you the same reply. There was no other job before this one

Neko testing

Name: Jezreil Guntram
Age: 46
Role: The demented Father of Cain/Jaemal
Personality: Control-freak and a recent insominac, Jezreil can't stand inferior or anyone he believes is beneath him. Critical and skeptic he doesn't believe in the word love, especially after the realization that he felt it for a creature. He's cruel but cruel with a criminal's mind and a serial killer's precision. Anything he does, he does for a reason and everything he says holds a deeper meaning. If he likes you it is because you are useful at that moment. He feels no family bonds and often proves it by shattering Cain's dreams each and everytime he strays. Jezreil likes to be dominant and that is why he keeps Cain under his watchful eyes.
Bio/History:At age fifteen he fell in love with a darker skinned beauty named Myki. She was tall with an athletic build and eyes that held him spell-bound. Every day he tried to win her heart but she gave him friendship. Slowly it became more. Jezreil courted her and in sense of the word, loved her. She was his and at this time in his life he thought of nothing else. Marriage was soon to come. It was a happy one and many congratulations were given. Blessings were showered on them both and while Myki blushed at the attention, Jezreil made sure it was never over done. Years passed to find her pregnant and expecting but during this time period other things were also happening. Rebel nekos were fighting back against the government's initial plan and attacking.In this attack, his parents were found dead. Innocents. A hatred for a species that had already been formed was growing stronger. During this time, suspicions about his wife grew. When the twins were born Jezreil felt little attachment and was prevented from contact with the newborns. Myki wasn't able to hold her human appearance and soon was found out. In a rage, Jezreil beat her and starved her. Once the realization that his children were tainted he came to the conclusion that he would erase what he started. Finding out, Myki fled with Jaemal ( she didn't have time to find Cain)to escape while Cain was left behind to endure. In the years to follow Jezreil trained, abused and harrassed Cain in hopes to destroy the neko mentality.
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Other

Name: Isaak Raekshi (meaning: the dark lord will laugh)
Age: 28 born 1921
Gender: male
Role: Soviet agent
Nationality: USSR (soviets)
Languages:Russian, English,German

appearance:

Biography: Born under soviet communism, where leaders were established through the Communist Party without opposition, Issak found himself fighting. In fact, to him, it seemed like he was fighting since early childhood.There were suspicions against his parents, both of whom were assumed to be American spies. Suspicion against them first arose when Hitler invaded the Soviet Union in 1941. Being in the military department only worsened the blow. The people believed the delay in the Western Allies re-enforcements were due to their coding. This was because his parents were one of the few that translated and picked up signals of rival messages. The true fact that the delay hadn't been on their end at all but the Soviets needed a scape goat. They were killed the following year and he was raised by his father's superior,(who lost his own son in the second World War). He was taught English and German as his guardian believed that in time, it might just save his life. Isaak is a bright student though his general interests consisted of themes in torture,homicidal facts and military tatics. Perhaps one could blame the violence in his house that opened his eyes to the complexity, and it drove him esctatic. Where some children were scared, Isaak grew quiet and observed. People began to distance themselves when the severe likeness of Stalin and Hilter ideals made their way to his thoughts.His basic ideology was that the general society was an untameable force unless it was ruled with a stern force. Despite the threat Stalin posed on the Soviet Union, Isaak showed admiration for the skill and accurately documented his war tatics. It was his love for things complex, disturbing and his investigative urge that landed him a job as an agent. In 1948, when Russia closed off all highway and rail routs into West Berlin, Isaak was there. He was in West Berlin acting as a civilian in order to report any revolts directly, this was the only situation where he errored. In being the insider he also suffered with the rest of the 2.1 million residents of the city. But having that experience lead him to better interpretating those around him. It gave him an edge and residing in East Germany now, it is an edge that gives him the upper hand in most situations. Few knew of him in West Germany giving him allies and enemies. By 1949, Isaak was well employed in the secret services and was living out as a different persona under the name of Kai Bonifaz

Personality:Control-freak and a recent insominac, Isaak can't stand inferior or anyone he believes is beneath him. Critical and skeptic he doesn't believe in the word love, especially after the realization that he felt it for his parents. Parents that he was lead to believe were tratiors of his country. That sad thing is that the propaganda was spread so convincingly that even the child of their life hated their names. Isaak disowned his true family and because of this, he has trouble comprhending the family connections that he sees around him. He's cruel but cruel with a criminal's mind and a serial killer's precision. Anything he does, he does for a reason and everything he says holds a deeper meaning. If he likes you it is because you are useful at that moment. He feels no family bonds and often proves it by shattering dreams of his apprentices when each and everytime they stray. Isaak likes to be dominant and that is why he keeps even the insignificant under his watchful eyes.Yes, this is normal for a Russian. There is a Russian proverb that goes something like this. "A laugh without a reason is a sign of an idiot." Same thing for smiles. If you are happy you smile, if you are sad you frown. If nothing is going on, why would you show non-existing emotions? To exercise your face muscles? That's silly.As for public displays of affection, it's quite normal for him to be vauge. Isaak is a tough guy. Tough guys don't feel. At least in public.Normally, Isaak doesn't give a dime about society. Society is too vague to care about it. And the state is an enemy of the individual, by the way, in his mind. What's important usually is a circle of close friends and family, or it used to be until paranoia and false facts persuaded him there were few he could trust. Isaak can be very devoted to his work when he like it. If he doesn't like it he can find 1001 ways to pretend to be working without really doing anything.A true friend is usually a sacred matter. Things vary, of course, but Isaak is ready for real sacrifices for somebody he consider being a true friend. But often it must be somebody of the same sex, not that he friends easily. His words come of as sharp, blunt and insensitive but in reality it is a shield to hide other insecurities.Also while many Russians beleive in true love, Isaak has trouble with this notion.With a person of opposite sex (95% of Russain men are homophobic). In relationships he likes to dominate but actually is quite vulnerable to emotional displays.

Skillz: he is a strong persuasive talker, Is fast (from track as a young boy) and he has a knack for weaseling into important places.The only other significant thing is that he loves to pick locks and it has helped get him out of sticky situations.

Failures: Vulnerable to emotional displays of younger people, usually children can find his soft side. A growing sense of paranoia and an daunting issue of Schizophrenia. He believes at times that his shadow is planning an assassination.

Name: Kain Methaine

Sex: male

Age: 14

Appearance:

Attitude: He possess such character traits as wit, imagination and curiosity, mischievousness, and cleverness. Kain has keen observation skills and with those skills (plus his kinesis) he is able to deduce much about other people and other situations. Forever playful, Kai was known as the master of practical jokes. Even though his intentions are always good, this desire to be a prankster has a tendency to create ill will and hurt feelings.Although he is inherently intellectual and creative, Kain at times has trouble exhibiting these qualities. When that happens, he can appear to others to be confused. But nothing could be further from the truth as he thrives on being challenged. Kain prefers urban life to rural, and his favorite pastime is people-watching. Overall, he is full of energy, talkative and charming but has a tendency to become aggressive.

Likes: (Food, music, types of people)

Food: he's a sugar fanatic but he also likes seafood

Music: prefers instrumental, classical or soft rock

People: he gets along with alot of people...except for his peers.

Dislikes:

Food: Pinapples and spagetti

Music: anything screamo or ridiculiously loud

People: the ones who won't make eye contact/ are easily judgemental

Criminal Record: He's a kleptomanic and suffers from Hypomania. He has stolen a few things but other than that his record is clean.

Kinesis: Pathokinesis

Life Story: Nothing was truly wrong with Kain for the most part. His issues weren't brought on by normal circumstances nor were they brought on by any parental matter. It was just genetic. Something that was passed on from earlier genes. He lived with his mother for several years, his father being divorced from her about two years before middle school. The majority of time spent with said father was very brief. Kain, despite this rough turn of events, tried to stay positive. When he learned he had an ability he tried to tell people about it. He could tell that they hurt inside but they couldnt' understand. Or wouldn't. When a year passed and he wouldn't back down from the notion, his parents brought him to the school. Every now and then his mother sends a letter or he recieves a call.. They couldn't deal with it.. it was unnatural..Often times he felt that it was he not his ability that landed him at the school. So now he keeps quiet about it. He refuses to talk about his parents because he doesn't want to accept the fact that they dropped him off alone.
Future Goals: He plans on being a Child Care worker or a psychologist